Today I'm listening to...Yellowcard.
My mood is alright.
Ummm...well hello. If you're reading this, I guess you actually know me. Or if you don't know me and are reading this, I guess you want to know me. I used to have a different blog...but Microsoft started to get on my nerves. Argh.Yeah.
So, things haven't been that great in the land of Claudia. Oh, I got caught in the refectory when I was supposed to be in a lesson and now I have an angry English teacher after my soul. My petit ami is in London doing whatever petit amis do in London, so I havent seen him for about a million days (well about 4)and I still have to finish some coursework. Still, we're back at college tomorrow which should be a laugh. It's only about 3 weeks until we leave. This thought in itself makes me want to cry.
I finally decided on Cardiff university to do English Language. So it's goodbye to drama and quite possibly any acting career I could have had. Not that I was thinking of becoming an actor...but you know what I mean. Those sorts of dreams only come out when I'm drunk (IWAAAAAANTTOOOBEANACTOOOOOOORRRR *sobs*). Talking about being drunk, this week was full of reminiscents of Carly's house last Saturday. Ah, you've got to love it when everyone tells you about a million times how very drunk you were, and what you said and er...what you did.
I no longer have an emo fringe and the result is me looking about as emo as a bouncy castle 7th birthday party. It's all very sad. I can no longer make stupid remarks about it.
So, what else about my week? It was pretty bad, to be honest. Mum came down on Monday, which was nice, but she sadly had to leave by Tuesday. And on Tuesday Grams and I had some terrible news. Our next door neighbour, and a good friend of ours, passed away. Paulene had been ill for quite some time with kidney failure, but it doesn't make it any easier. And my God, I was angry. Angry with whom? God? The NHS for failing to help her? Anyone, that was the thing. She was such a lovely person, and for it to happen that she...died, it doesn't seem fair to me at all. I will miss her.
And on that note, I shall depart. And this time I will leave a good proverb...life is too short for regrets.
Till next time amigos...
